rusty!!!!

2006-11-26T22:28:00.000-08:00

i'm back i'm back! haha... dubai was uber fun! i totally love it there... the weather, the people. my gosh the arab guys are like totally hot! and the food.. my gosh! you seriously cant be ana when you live in dubai. and i got my victoria beckham jeans, chanel sunglasses, a handbag and tons of baby phat stuff. shopping there i tell you is awsomely good! they have every brand you can think of.. name it and you've got it. they even had baby phat..gosh, singapore has so soooo much to learn from there.. and i heard that buying oil is cheaper than buying water. how cool is that.. ohh ohh! and their houses and cars are given to them free of charge. i guess even the cab drivers are rich people...haha, i might be thinking of migrating there when i'm older. anyhoo, i'm going to be at camp from tomorrow till thursday. i soo dont wanna go.. but i'm looking forward to not eating at camp cuz the food always sucks and that way i'll probably lose weight. i guess it will be kinda like a mini fast.anyway, i gotta go, i've got to pack my freaking bag. ditto!

2006-11-13T06:33:00.001-08:00

yay! i'm going to dubai!yay! singapore's so boring that there's nothing to do, even shopping here has become such a total bore for me. so godma's taking me out of the country to to shop!haha.. but i dont think dubai has much shopping though.. from what i've heard. but i hope there's at least something nice i can buy there. and i heard its a dessert place so its probably gonna be real hot so i most probably can get like a tan or something, since i can never again predict the weather here. than when i'm back from my superb holiday i'll be thrown in for camp, which i dont think i would spend much of my time having fun. can you believe it?! 4 days! 4 days! imagine taking a bath in a really diminutive spot for four days! goodness! and oh yeah! no telly! and imagine sleeping on a matress for 3 nights! i would'nt wanna know who had slept on it before...like ewww! damn it man. but at least i can lose weight, cuz camp food always make me lose my appetite so i probably just wont eat. oh my gosh, than i wont be able to watch my princess hours. argh! i would just call in sick if i had the chance to... like say i've got chicken pox or something. oh wait, i had chicken pox last year.. haha. batam was great! the food was great! and the most aggravating thing is that i put back the 2 kg i lost! oh man... anyway, i gotta go. ditto! haha, quote on quote,"we'll all stay skinny cuz we just wont eat"

2006-11-03T01:25:00.002-08:00

YAY! daddy got me my red nano already! finally! hahaha...the holidays is going by so slowly. and there is absolutely nothing to do. shopping is getting to be so bloody boring.. all i do is just go out for the sake of going out cuz if i stay at home i would be bored and start eating. if i go out i wont think of food and by walking all over town i can lose weight! yay! went for mr and miss ITE on saturday. Ricky won. haha... Ricky's hot!! Kumar took part but did'nt win anything.. how sad. anyway.. Tylen thinks i've got stubby thighs and my brother thinks i'm fat.. damn it! i need to lose weight fast! i wanna look good for confirmation.so i have to lose weight! oh my godma's not coming fo my confirmation cuz she wont be in town. that woman! other than me she's the most important person on that day.. how can she not come!? well at least she's bringing me to Dubai as my confirmation present. yay! i'll be gone from the 18 to the 23 of november. i heard to Dubai's hot... so at least i can get a tan since now singapore's like always raining. going to batam tomorrow.. but only for the weekend. i'm gonna braid my hair! haha.. oh and i found my red bracelet already... yes. THAT red bracelet. not green or blue cuz i'm nowhere near there. anyway, i gotta go. i've gotta pack for tomorrow. ditto!

2006-10-26T01:51:00.000-07:00

yay! it was the last day of school today!!! YAY!!! we spent like most of our time in the hall. it was quite okay. me, amerie and annabelle were like playing so much in the hall. and we were like making fun THOMASZ. it was so so funny. THOMASZ i really do not like you. i really don't. sometimes i wish you had never had appeared my life, but than again if you were'nt part of it, gwen and i would'nt have met. but whatever... i still do not like you. thank god you're not in my class anymore. at least now i can concentrate on my studies without your fugly face being there to distract me. i know beauty will definately distract me, but yours is totally not so. i think life would be more better for me.YAY! and you've not given me my birthday present. you stupid cheap retard. i'm not gonna solicit anymore, cuz you'll probably buy some cheapo stuff from chinatown or some pasa malam, like you ALWAYS do. and dont act like things between you and gwen is okay, cuz its soo NOT. she's not going tanning with you anymore, neither is she going shopping with you anymore. she does'nt even like you. just face it. NO ONE likes you, not even your friends.and please quit speaking with your fake accent cuz its bloody annoying. and you're not australian, so dont act like one. just get over yourself. PLEASE. you'll save your reputation by doing that. oh wait, what reputation? i forgot you dont have one. so yeah.. whatever to you. i cant be bothered anymore. i gotta go now.. i wanno go take a nap. ditto!

2006-10-25T03:06:00.000-07:00

OKAY. today was one hell of a day! but i'm glad it came and is going by quickly although i think it is one of the best days of my teenage years. anyway, I GOT ADVANCED TO SEC 4! yay! how cool is that?! well firstly i wanna thank GOD cuz only he could have performed that miracle i needed. secondly i wanna thank MUMMY AND DADDY! thank you for talking to me and understanding me. thank you for not scolding me cuz i know you know i already felt so horrible. thirdly i wanna thank ALL MY FRIENDS! ANNABELLE, GWEN, SAUYAN, LYNN, ALETHEA, AMERIE, CHOILING, LYDIA, MICHELLE, GERMAINE, JOANNE, ALETHEA TANG AND LOADS MORE!( sorry if i missed your name out!) thanks you for all the consoling and all the encouragment. i really needed it. thank you so much! love you guys to bits man! and i'm so sorry anne-marie for driving you crazy that day!HAHA! and lastly i wanna thank my aunt for saying so much prayers for me!haha.... okay i gotta stop now. its sounds as if i won an emmy or something. haha... anyway, debbie messaged me today! how weird is that?! gosh i mean you backstabb and bitch about me for so long and now you message me and pretend that everything's okay and like nothing had happened? i mean yeah i appreciate it but i really dont know how to accept it. like i feel like asking you, what the hell are you up to now? and do you miss me that much? gosh. argh.. anyway, i ate so so mush today. like 3 cheese toufu for breakfast, crispy noodles for lunch, 3 chicken wings and a bag of fries for dinner and a bag of chips! damn it man! i'm really screwing up! but i'm just gonna take it as a treat since i've not eaten all these in a really long time. and i think i'll only treat myself to all these for only like once a month or maybe less than that. i cant keep doing this if i wanna lose weight. and i wanna look good for confirmation. well i guess thing does'nt just always turn out the way it seems to be, its even better! anyway,i gotta go now... ditto!

2006-10-19T16:33:00.000-07:00

school today was fun. we played that board again. i got back my results too... i passed 3 subjects already but i hope my mid years dont pull me down. people pray for me! anyway... i just wanna say to the person i blogged about yesterday that i take back what i said... we will still remain as besties.. i mean you're my friend and i should love you no matter what happens. haha.. okay..i gotta go now.. ditto!

2006-10-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

OMG. we got back our results today. i passed english and chinese. just one more... thats all i need to go on to sec four. argh!! i hope even though i pass one more, i hope the stupid mid-years and all does'nt pull me down. cuz i think i deserve to go on to sec 4 cuz seriously i did study for the bloody exam and if you ask me i think it would be totally injudicious to make me retain. i cant wait for the holidays... then i wont have to face anyone. wont have the feeling of being abadoned by my one true friend. but i'm just gonna shut up... not gonna make any noise about it, cuz i dont really see a point in bringing up the matter to you. probably we've both changed in our own different ways, i really dont think i'll get anything out of talking to you. i guess we've drifted. anyway... the diets going great! i lost 2kg already... and thats only in a week. imagine how much weight i would have lost one month from now... yay! thats 8 kg. haha... and i'm not Anorexic, just so you know. i just watch my weight very carefully. and i think both the princes from princess hours are really very hot! haha... its the first time i'm calling a korean or japanese hot. i usually dont bother.. haha.. i know i'm being really random now. haha... i gotta go.. ditto!

this is how five pounds of fat looks like.. thats 2.5 kg!

i swear, if i ever look like that one day, i'll totally kill myself!

this is more like it. i want those legs!

2006-10-09T20:33:00.000-07:00

we had physics paper today. damn is was so feaking hard. GEESH! anywhoo, while waiting for the paper to end i came up with lots of stuff. like i came up with the thing that it's impossible to hate someone who was once part of your life, but it only refers to boys. not of the same sex. like HATING princess perky is soo possible! and i realised that we should'nt have to take so detailed exams. like i think learning science should only be for people who want to be scientist. if they say we learn it for basic knowledge then we should just study primary school science cuz thats BASIC. its not like i'm gonna remember the defination for osmosis or remember the word equation for photosynthesis or even remember the formula for power ten years down the line. and i think lit should be only meant for shakespere wanna-bes or maybe people who wanna be lit teachers, i think ss is totally unnecessary and history is total a waste of my time. we would'nt have to learn the damn subject if hitler was killed earlier or if that stupid chiang kai-shek would be more popular with the peasants and was more smarter in governing. anyway, whatever to all of that. the diet's been going great.. i just hope daddy does'nt find out and make me stay at home to eat like what he used to do when years ago.well i guess he wont. cuz he's already so thin and he still wanna lose weight. gosh, maybe daddy's ana too!LOL! gotta go.. ditto!

hopefully two months from now, i'll be this thin!

LOVES IT! daddy's gonna ship it in for me! YAY!

2006-10-06T05:07:00.000-07:00

FINALLY I'M BLOGGING!HAHA.. i've been really stressed lately cuz exams ae on! seriously! exams and me can never be friends! argh! i cant wait for exams cuz its shopping, tanning and lots of partying for me!! argh! cant wait! i really hope i go on to sec 4! i want to go on to sec 4!and always get what i want! so i AM going on to sec 4! hahaha. gwen and i have been on this fasting diet and i absolutely love it! i'll be losing weight! thats totaly fabulous! anyway, i gotta go now! ditto!

gwen and i WILL be this SKINNY! loves it!

2006-09-19T03:36:00.000-07:00

lotsa lotsa funny funny things happened in school today. but nothing can beat this. i would love to call it the joke of the day. it happened during biology class and it was really hilarious and a total gag!

JOKE OF THE DAY(names have been changed in this senario)
bio teacher:thomasz, what does your body produce?
thomasz: erm... erm...
bio teacher: sorry ,i did'nt really catch what you said
thomasz:erm... glucose??
bio teacher:GLUCOSE?! ARE YOU SERIOUS?!ONLY PLANTS PRODUCE GLUCOSE! ARE YOU A PLANT THOMASZ?!
bio teacher: come on class! tell her what our body produces!
the rest of the class(containing all the intellectuals, with thomasz as an exception): lactic acids!

and the whole thing ended here with thomasz sitting down without even the teacher telling her to do so and also probably so ammused about what a huge new thing she has learnt today!WOW!

and ANNE-MARIE was being all emo today.(i wonder why) than annabelle and i came up with the top 10 signs to on how to tell if a person is being emo.
1. she cries but tells people that she has a flu(ya right!the flu lasted for only like what? 10 mins?)
2. she starts laughing when there is absolutely nothing to laugh about.
3. start singing songs of love.
3. she starts singing but then forgets the lyrics half way through the song
4. she starts tripping on every single little thing
5. she says the word ,fuck, like every 5 minutes
6. she says pretty looking girls are ugly
7. she starts hurting herself
8. she stars finding fault at almost everything that passes her
9. she annoys people
10. she eats disgusting sota bean ice cream

hahaha... so if anyone you knows has at fills at least half the pointers on this list, then i suggest you better be a good friend and talk to her. like how 6 bikinis and 2 pairs of trunks did. i bet anne-marie feels a whole lot better now.hahaha... cheer up man! i gotta go right now.. ditto! oh ya oh ya! gwen and i came up with this new catch phrase and i thought its really witty.'' hot girls study and ugly girls dont" it kinda makes sense cuz ugly girls are like using all the time in the world to make themselves pretty. but then again, no ones ugly, their just unattractive... or should i say... hideous? (sounds like someone i know)

2006-09-06T00:43:00.000-07:00

There is a difference between being an acquaintance and being a friend. An acquaintance is someone whose name you know, who you see every now and then, who you probably have something in common with and who you feel comfortable around.
It's a person that you can invite to your home and share things with. But they are people who you don't share your life with, whose actions sometimes you don't understand because you don't know enough about them.
On the other hand, a friend is someone you love. Not that you are "in love" with them, but you care about them and you think about them when they are not there. The people you are reminded of when you see something they might like, and you know this because you know them so well. They are the people whose pictures you have and whose faces are in your head regardless.
Friends are the people you feel safe around because you know they care about you. They call just to see how you are doing, because a friend doesn't need an excuse. They tell you the truth, the first time, and you do the same. You know that if you have a problem, they are there to listen.
Friends are the people who won't laugh at you or hurt you, and if they do hurt you they try hard to make it up to you. They are the people you love, regardless of whether you realize it.
Friends are the people you cried with when you got rejected from colleges and during the last song at the prom and at graduation. They are the people that when you hug them, you don't think about how long to hug and who's going to be the first one to let go.
Maybe they are the people that hold the rings at your wedding, or maybe they are the people who give you away at your wedding, or maybe they are the people you marry. Maybe they are the people who cry at your wedding because they are happy or because they are proud.
They are the people who stop you from making mistakes and help you when you do. They are are the people whose hand you can hold, or you can hug or give them a kiss and not have it be awkward because they understand the things you do and they love you for them.
They stick with you and stand by you. They hold your hand. They watch you live and you watch them live and you learn from them. Your life is not the same without them.

i guess we were just acquaintances, we shared lots of joy and love within one another. but i kinda guessed that you were not always gonna we there for me.we talked, but we never really talked. we laughed, but we never really laughed. we smiled, but we never really smiled. we joked, but we never really joked. we had the chance to be friends, not acquaintances. but you ruined that chance that one last one that could neve be given again.quoting from brooke of one tree hill," we were just friends with benefits". only now its no more friends and no more benefits, but memories that will be forgotten forever.

2006-08-31T00:44:00.000-07:00

A man was on the side of the road with a large Bird cage. A boy noticed that the cage was full of birds of many kinds. "Where did you get those birds?" he asked. "Oh, all over the place," the man replied. "I lure them with crumbs, pretend I'm their friend then when they are close, I net them and shove them into my cage." "And what are you going to do with them now?" The man grinned, "I'm going to prod them with sticks, and get them really mad so they fight and kill each other. Those that survive, I will kill. None will escape." The boy looked steadily at the man. What made him do such things? He looked into the cruel, hard eyes. Then he looked at the birds, defenseless, without hope. "Can I buy those birds?" the boy asked. The man hid a smile, aware that he could be on to a good thing if he played his cards right. "Well," he said hesitantly, "The cage is pretty expensive, and I spent a lot of time collecting these birds, I'll tell you what I'll do, I'll let you have the lot, birds, cage and all for ten pounds and that jacket you're wearing." The boy paused, ten pounds was all he had, and the jacket was new and very special, in fact it was his prized possession. Slowly, he took out the ten pounds and handed it over, then even more slowly he took off his jacket, gave it one last look then handed that over too. And then (well, you've guessed it) he opened the door and let the birds go free.

The Truth

The Enemy of the world, Satan, was on the side of life's road with a very large cage. The man coming towards him noticed that it was crammed full of people of every kind, young, old, from every race and nation. "Where did you get these people?" the man asked. "Oh, from all over the world," Satan replied. "I lure them with drink, drugs, lust, lies, anger, hate, love of money and all manner of things. I pretend I'm their friend, out to give them a good time, then when I've hooked them, into the cage they go." "And what are you going to do with them now?" asked the man. Satan grinned. "I'm going to prod them, provoke them, get them to hate and destroy each other; I'll stir up racial hatred, defiance of law and order; I'll make people bored, lonely, dissatisfied, confused and restless. It's easy. People will always listen to what I offer them and (what's better) blame God for the outcome!" "And then what?" the man asked. "Those who do not destroy themselves, I will destroy. None will escape me." The man stepped forward. "Can I buy these people from you?" he asked. Satan snarled, "Yes, but it will cost you your life." So Jesus Christ, the Son of God, paid for your release, your freedom from Satan's trap, with His own life, on the cross at Calvary. The door is open, and anyone, whom Satan has deceived and caged, can be set free.

haha.. i just thought this story was meaningful thats all!

2006-08-30T00:59:00.000-07:00

Today was one unlucky day for Alethea and I! and why was that?! well,
1.Alethea was late for school
2.Alethea got booked for a really dumb reason
3. the bus journey on the way to bugis was freaking cold!
4. Alethea and i was soacked in the rain twice!
5. Due to being soacked, we were freezing our arses off while waiting for the damn cab, and there was'nt any available cabs. out of which one did'nt stop for us!

anyway! we FINALLY got a cab in the end, that was only after we waited 22 minutes for it. it was my cousins birthday today so i wet over to y grandma's house to celebrate! the cake was chocolate and its was FABULOUS! we couls wear like anything to school today.. we did'nt really have that much lessons as SOME of the teachers saw it was no point having lessons cuz we would'nt be concentrating. so we ended up taking photos in class which was totally fun. miss DCPY wore this totally HORRENDOUS outfit... with guess wat? her havaianas! WOW! absolutely no one would have guessed that she'll be wearing that! it came as a "HUGE" surprise... and she started strutting round the class with the ridiculous supercuts top... like as if she looked so gorgeous in it. and she also got booked today. serve her right man! anyway.. i gotta go.. i think i'm starting to get sick after being soacked in the rain. ditto!

2006-08-22T19:46:00.000-07:00

school today was rather boring actually... Alethea went home half way cuz her eyes were hurting hell alot. than went over to belle's house after school... was supposed to do our project but in the end we just sat there and laughed at every single thing that we saw online. oh ya! and especially sau yan's photos! their hilarious! oh ya... RC and DC are so called" REALLY CLOSE NOW". but you know what i heard? DC told someone that RC is a backstabber! how TWO FACED IS THAT?! I seriously think that DC is such a hypocritical ,two-faced, cheena-piang, wanna be oh i'm oh so rich LIAR! gosh! people like this do actually exist! and on the other hand you have blondie who is such an ass... gosh! freaking annoying. well actually, i've come to realise that RC is quite q nice person. if you dont bother her,i guess she'll just leave you alone.anyway, i have a math test to study for so i gotta go.. DITTO!

2006-08-20T21:43:00.000-07:00

SHOUTOUTS!
1. THANK YOU TO MY LOVELY FRIENDS OF FORCE 136! THE PARTY ON SATURDAY WAS GREAT! AND THE CAKE CAME AS A TOTALLY HUGE SURPRISE MAN! THANK YOU EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU FOR THE PRESENT! ANNABELLE, SAUYAN, ALETHEA, LYNN, CHOILING, LYDIA & ANNE-MARIE! THANKS A MILLION! LOVE YOU GUYS TONS!

2.THANK YOIU GWEN FOR THE SUPER GORGEOUS PRESENT AND ALSO SPENDING MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME AND GOING CLUBBING AFTER THAT. WE HAD TONS OF FUN! I SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW WHAT I WILL DO WITHOUT YOU! LOVE YA TONS AND TONS!XOXOXO

3.THANK YOU MUM FOR NOT SCOLDING ME WHEN I TOLD YOU ABOUT MY BELLY PIERCING! THANK YOU!! I LOVE YOU ALOT! YOU'RE THE BEST MUM EVER!

4. AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, THANK YOU TO ALL WHOM I'VE NOT MENTIONED! THANK YOU FOR THE WISHES AND THE PRESENTS! I REALLY APPRECIATED IT!

okay.... my birthday was GREAT i had tons of fun and received loads of presents. the card from force 136 came as a total surprise! i really did'nt expected it... thanks guys! thanmy parents brought me and gwen to eat at paulana brahausefor dinner. the food was totally fabulous! i met gwen before that and we took neo prints and went shopping. than after that it was clubbing at balaclavas... which was totally fun! the band was good and the lead singer was such a hottie! yesterday, force 136 threw me a party at annabelle's house... we had ALOT of fun!the barbeque was really good and we had alot of food left...than anne-maire went somewhere and when she came back she was standing at a far distance. than belle was like, hey lets go to the toilet. i need to pee. than i was like oh okay.. than when we came out lynn came and she was like, i need to shit. follow me! and she did her business super fast! than went her phone rang she came out of the toilet. and i was like thinking why... so when we reached the barbeque pit, there was this chocolate cake on the table and they started singing happy birthday to me! that was really sweet! than after the whole thing. the EIGHT of us sat down around the table and played truth and truth.. we were drinking bacardi and annabelle was like totally high! so was lydia... it was so funny! LOL! anyway...i gotta go.. DITTO!

2006-08-04T01:38:00.000-07:00

NO SCHOOL TODAY! how great is that?! LOL... i woke up at 10, then watched tv for about an hour than went back to sleep again and woke up at 1... haha... what can i say... i seriously LOVE to sleep! anyway... i was supposed to bake brownies today but decided not to cuz i absolutely do not feel like washing up. things have been kinda going downhill for me lately. firstly, i'm still thinking about what my mum would do if she finds out about my naval piercing, secondly, there's tons of two faced people in my class, one being my very good friend, and lastly, i wont exactly say i did well for my common tests. let me brief you on two faced idiots. there are 2 to be exact. out of which one has i think more than 2 faces... lets see... maybe 20? no one will actually really know the exact figure i guess. THANK GOD my close friend is not the one which has tons of faces. FORTUNATELY she ONLY has 2. which is, ALREADY bad enough. anyway, back to the picture.you see, these two hates each other but still act as if they dont. these two bitch about others thinking they wont find out. so the conclusuion is, these two ABSOLUTELY CANT BE TRUSTED AT ALL.but what the heck.. my message to this friend, i dont mind being friends with you but i seriously hope the backstabbing will STOP. because, we have a really close friendship and i dont want it to go down the drain just like that. OKAY. that aside. i've chosen my confirmation name already and its Mykaila. so no one takes it cuz its mine! nah... just kidding. i'm going out soon so i gotta go. DITTO!

2006-07-31T03:59:00.000-07:00

CABARET!yay! it was so fun! and the play was damn good. met force 136 minus choiling at 1130. had carl's juniors for lunch which was really too much for me to handle.. and anne-marie thought i was totally going to barf after i finished my huge burger!LOL! it was damn funny! the play was UBER seductive and innocent annabelle was like 'YUCK!', 'WAHLAU!','DAMN GROSS LA!'. HAHAHAHA.... there was this part when two guys kissed.. now THAT I FIND TOTALLY GROTESQUE! and i saw fei xiang!! he's a totally great actor! and he's so hot despite his age. than went SHOPPING at marina square with sauyan! bought a top from topshop which is totally gorgeous! than sauyan went to try on bikini's which was totally hilarious because i was in the same changing room with her! but i did'nt look okay! i'm not a perv!

SHOUTOUTS!

1. to my loving brother! cheer up bro! this is not the end! but do make the right choice and follow what you think is right! love ya tons and tons!

2. to my darling bestfriend gwen! even though you're mum has found out about your naval piercing its not the end of the world! its actually better cuz i still have'nt told my mum yet cuz i know she'll like totally kill me! but i will some day. love ya tons hun! cheer up!

3. to my favourite best in the whole wide word! ANNABELLE LEONG!you still have me! i will always always be there for you!! love ya!:)

4. and mummy! please dont kill me when i find the courage to tell you that i've pierced my naval! PLEASE! I LOVE YOU!

i guess i'll just end here, cuz my hands get tired after typing for a while. LOL. DITTO!

2006-07-19T03:55:00.000-07:00

i found today rather fun. SUPRISINGLY! haha... the china studets came today, so we spent like first one quater of the day walking around the whole school and the weather today was freaking hot! anyway.. they went off and then we had physics and it was such a drag cuz i was so damn tired. than we had math remedial after school and it ended at about 3.. than went to town with debbie and we ate some really yummy chesse noodles and we had $1 coffee at starbucks. why was it only $1? i'm not gonna tell you why. haha...we went shopping. AS USUAL! than i bought beaded necklaces and wrist bands. i'm so effed up about wat i saw on germaine's blog. like some IDIOT wrote,"caroline, stop talking crap larh!'' i think its cuz of the previous tag that i tagged on her blog. HELLO! JOKE MAN! JOKE! anyway, the word'larh' is DOES NOT come under my dictionary. so ya, whatever! anyway, i love debbie! she's willing to share! i love Annabelle! i love Gwen! cuz they all make my life more interesting than ever! and i also love the whole of force 136! yay! haha... gotta go now anyway, ditto! oh ya.. I LOVE GABE TOO!:)

2006-07-16T02:47:00.000-07:00

yay! yesterday was so damn exciting! i cant exactly say what i did in case my mum reads my blog... believe me, she does! weird, i know... anyway, i'm so pissed okay.. why cant people actually stick to what they say.... i find that really annoying! anyway... went to church today. than for cat class we went to the upper room and did some game... haha... i dont even know if you can call it a game.. so ya, whatever... i seriously think gabe is really so hot... but debbie my stalker twin claims that he's hers! debbie! monday, wednesday and friday you take gabe and i take johnathan REMEMBER and the other days its reversed. you idiot. anyway... i gotta go... ditto!

2006-07-13T01:37:00.000-07:00

swimming nationals are like so over... sau yan and debbie along with charlene and jillian came with me to toa payoh to support our school... it was totally fun. debbie, sauyan and i were like making fun of practically everyone who walked pass us... even an old grandma was'nt spared... i know.. we're so mean.. hahaha... we were'nt really making fun, just wondering why would she be doing at nationals. we saw TONS of hot guys too! LOL! anyway...i left school at 12 on wednesday to head to toa payoh to go support again... debbie only came at about 3.30 cuz she had math remedial... thank god i did'nt have to go for that... i was sitting with samantha and vanessa. than when we went for to mac's to get food we saw papaya(not his real name, DUH!) walking out too... haha... than when we came back some stupid people in the white uniform(i so dont wanna name the school) took our seat. like HELLO!!! they were already occupying more than half of the damn spectators stand! so annoying! than ONE of my friends took my camera and took pictures of papaya and when i handed the camera back to my brother and he thought i was the one who took the pictures! it was so embarssing okay! now probably his whole swim team thinks i like him when i actually dont! please la okay!! thats SO NOT MY TASTE! anyway... whatever... debbie and i are now the stalker twins! haha... we think johnathan and gabe(both are not their real names) are such hotties! haha.. debbie says that we have the same taste but only that i find johnathan from singapore idol hot and she does'nt and i seriously dont know why! anyway...i so cant wait for saturday to come! yay!! gabe is just seriously VERY VERY HOT! haha... i gotta go.. ditto!

2006-07-07T23:26:00.000-07:00

FINALLY! i've chosen sometime away from my active social life to blog... all my friends have been like pestering me to update... well OKAY! haha... lots have happened since the last time i updated.... well DUH! well first it was the hols... which i had LOADS of training... but i DID have time to go shopping with gwen! which in matter of fact... we bought loads of stuff... we went to town like almost everyday... and for the first time in my whole entire life, i actually found town BORING! haha... how weird is that... anyway, i went to china with my best buds and had loads of fun! i was there for about a week... and of course... SHOPPING WAS GREAT! i bought loads of stuff... i really dont know how all the stuff i bought did fit into my suitcase... haha... we made a clique while in china... haha... sauyan, annabelle, odelia,germaine, eunice and me! haha... we had tons of fun... and our stupid hotel room in wuxi was freaking haunted! anyway... i arrived back in singapore on the 23 of june at like 6 a.m in the morning... my parents picked me up from the airport.. then i came home and slept till late afternoon... than about a week after that i went for this so called 'amazing race' held by the church... it did'nt turn out to be as bad as i thought it would be... well we DID WALK alot.. like from church to kovan hub, than we took mrt to compass point than mrt again to hougang mall which from there we WALKED all the way to punggol park than from there we WALKED AGAIN all the way to st annes... which was freaking far and i nearly died on the way there... anyway... a few days before the amazing race i went to watch SINGAPORE IDOL! yay! i saw paul! PAUL IS CUTE OKAY! and i dont know why only sauyan agrees with me about that! and just that day i had nationals which i was freaking out before my event... i swam 50m butterfly which was really not THAT bad... anyway... i gotta go now... ta!

2006-06-30T06:52:00.000-07:00

hey woman!
i've already helped you change your blogskin.
and this is the photo from out outing.

haha. you!
amazing race is on sunday.
really hope its within our class only.
anyway let's just try to physco ourselves
that we'll have fun.
so at least we won't be so paranoid.

you darling stm partner:))

2006-06-20T06:50:00.000-07:00

MISS CAROLINE LONG! WHERE ARE YOU! I MISS YOU SO MUCH. AND YOU MISSED YOUR SHOW WITH DAVID AW. YOU BETTER COME BACK NOW! NOW! AND COME BACK WITH MY PRESENT. (:
LOVE YA<333333333

Xoxoxoxoxox.DEBBIE

2006-05-18T21:45:00.000-07:00

school today was really boring... and when i say it was boring i really mean BORING! haha...but the firled trip to the science centre was fun... did alot of stupid stuff and took alot of pictures... like stupid anne-marie started calling me ' quan quan' cuz of my hair... like wat the hell okay... haha.... i've been blogging quite often now... haha... cuz i guess i'm just really really bored! haha... debbie came up with the name 'FORCE 136' to name our clique... haha... rather lame i guess.... something about taking after lim bo seng... hahahaha...but i love love love my clique!! its just so fun being around my friends!! gotta go now... ta!

2006-05-16T05:04:00.000-07:00

school was so fun today... haha...we played concentration in school today... ya i know its lame but it was so funny cuz sauyan kept making all these weird noises and anne-marie was like being all lame and stuff... guess wat?! i permed my hair today!! LOVES IT!!! haha... although i think its too curly and much on the puffy side... haha... my brother says i look really different... like whatever... got back most of my results today... i'm like totally BUSTED okay! my mum would totally freak out if i tell her! haha... i gotta go anyway... ta!

2006-04-11T21:53:00.000-07:00

RONIN came to my school today!! and shaun is such a hottie!! haha...FINALLY i am blogging again... like so many things has been happening... like my grand aunty passing on and all... we went to the childcare today to finish to remaining hours we had left for CIP... today was like the last day and all... the kids were like so adorable!! haha... school today was fun... we kept making fun of sauyan and all... and debbie called her a 'sumo'...HAHA! that was so mean! but we could'nt stop laughing... there's gonna be a long weekend this week!! YAY! that means more shopping!! haha... cant help it! i am not gonna be shopping for like the next 3 weeks cuz i am staying home to study... HAHA!! see... i do study! haha... meet the barkers is starting.... gotta go now... ta!

2006-04-01T21:43:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
i'm here once again.
where's my valentine's day present huh?
up till now i haven't seen it.
i'm waiting caroline long!
see ya tomorrow.
<3>

2006-02-04T23:58:00.000-08:00

today was like so fun!! i went out with gwen and we went on like a mini shopping spree... we were like supposed to go and see chingay but we went shopping in the end... haha... i know right... such asses... haha.. we went to bugis village than to town to do more shopping... i bought like so much stuff... two denim skirts and like so many tops.... than gwen and i went to take neo prints... haha... than we went to meet loraine and andrea... we made her run all the way around wisma.. like we went to topshop but told her we were at food republic, than went to isetan than told her to meet us at sasa... than went to the fish tank down stairs than hid in one of the shops... she was like so dumb... cant believe she bought it!!! HAHA!! than when she nearly saw us, we were in fox so gwen and i grabbed something and walked ran into the changing room... it was so embarassing cuz i grabbed guys pants... and the guy at the counter was like looking me all weird!! haha... we could'nt stop laughing after that... love shopping with gwen!! she's like the best friend i so love!! haha... and shopping!! haha... its like our pastime... love ya gwen!! anyway... bye for now! ta!

2006-01-29T21:31:00.000-08:00

HELLO MY STM PARTNER!!:)

ur dearest sweetest ever so forgetful partner is here
u must be like so touched that ur crying rite?
haha. i noe i noe i can hear u crying. haha
sry i'm so LAME bare with this ever so bored soul.

I LOVE U DARLING!
(that someone won't get jealous rite?)

HAPPY CNY!
bye cya ard in church.
loves.x)
germaine

2006-01-14T23:34:00.000-08:00

came back from camp yesterday... camp was ok... i wont exactly say it was fun... we did'nt get to do the high elements stuff... which in fact was the main part of the camp... the food was quite good though... hahaha.... we slept in tents which was so damn uncomfortable for me...cuz i so so hate sleeping on the floor.. my nose will either bleed or i will start coughing real badly... my nose did'nt bleed but i did cough very badly though... it was so horrible! gosh! it was loraine's birthday on thursday.. i was'nt there to wish her.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE! haha.. went out with her today... we watched in her shoes and it was so funny.. loves it! haha... we like bought so much stuff today.. like i bought her the new urban male heals for her birthday, i bought a pair too... than we each bought a bag and earings and loads of other accesories... we took neo prints too.. which was really fun... we did all these weird poses which was so funny... and there was this really hot guy who served us at new urban maleshop... than at the counter when i was paying i took the bag of shoes and passed it to loraine and i was like happy birthday... and loraine was like say it louder so he can hear... than i said it again only louder.. than when he gave me back my change he was like here's your change and he turned to loraine and said happy birthday... she was like so happy and when we got out of the shop we were like oh my gosh... haha.. we were like screaming.. haha.. gotta go now... ta!

2006-01-10T22:44:00.000-08:00

going for camp tomorrow.... its so gonna be a drag... i totally hate camps.... never in my life i ever liked them... and thursday's loraine's birthday... and i won'nt be here to wish... i feel so bad... and i am like only coming back on friday... that is if i even survive it... haha... just joking... i dont think it will be that bad though... its gonna be at sparkc... at marine parade... i heard we will be sleeping on wooden planks ok! like why cant they even give us a matress... gosh! i am so gonna have a back ache! i cant wait for friday to come.... like on friday night i can my bed back...*sigh* luckily its only 3 days... if its like a whole week kinda thing i think i will die man... and there is like gonna be another camp at the end of the year which is the confirmation camp... its gonna be longer than this camp... *sigh*... anyway... gotta go sleep now.. ta!

2006-01-07T13:46:00.000-08:00

have'nt in blogging in like month? so much has happened...well i got sick the day before christmas... so i did'nt really enjoy the whole christmas party... anyway , my cousins, joanna and kathrine and their parents came down from scotland to spend their christmas here... on thursday i went to work... it was gonna be my last day working.. i left early anyway... cuz we went to the airport to send my cousins off... on friday 30th of december germaine and i went on a mini shopping spree... bought lots of stuff... than on new year's eve my family and i went to some chinese restaurent to have dinner cuz my dad was so sick of english food... than we went for mass after that.. than went for coffee after that at shangri-la hotel... and for now its like back to school for me... its so boring... gosh! having camp next week... i soooo don wanna go.. but i guess i have no choice... i gotta go for now.. ta!

2005-12-09T23:27:00.000-08:00

went out with my friends today... than went to meet my mum than went out to have dinner with m family... met germaine and all her friends at paragon... haha.. had indonesian food for dinner... i did'nt really like it... than went shopping for christmas presents after that... my mum bought me so much stuff again... i feel so guilty... two bottles of anna sui nail polish.... she bought me my christmas dress and two tops the other day and a pair of heels... oh my gosh!! damn! i feel guilty! anyway... at paragon these models were modelling for citibank i think... and they were so damn hot!!!!!! not locals obviously... while shopping one of them was walking on front of my brother and i... and i was like oh my gosh... haha...i think he heard me.. he turned back to smile... hahaha... anyway... i gotta go.. ta!

2005-12-07T23:55:00.000-08:00

woke up late today... and i was late for training! than met up with loraine for lunch at heartland... bought so much useless stuff cuz we thought it was cheap... like uno cards when we don play that boring game... that thing which you blow out of a yellow straw which will make a bubble and loads more....than went for dinner with my parents than came home... it was pretty much a damn boring day... so its another short and simple day for me i guess... ta!

2005-12-06T21:47:00.000-08:00

went for kayaking today... completed the whole one star course!! finally!! hahaha... today was so so funny!! all of us, mrs tan included kept making fun of the coach... like he way supposed to say maybe later and he kept saying laybe mater... like wat the hell??!! and we were making fun of his mickey mouse sunglasses which he thinks is cool... like it so not!! i am just gonna make this short and simple cuz i am so so tired!! bye for now!!:)

2005-12-05T23:48:00.000-08:00

stayed at loraine's house last night and it was so so damn fun!!like at night i was so scared cuz she used to tell me that her door opens by itself sometimes... and i was sleeping facing the door!! and when i turned to tell her she was like this stupid dead person who did'nt even answer me... and i kept calling her name and all of a sundden she went like BOO!! and i like screamed so freaking loud!! than we could'nt sleep and we started talking about stuff we did in australia like exactly a year ago... and when we started talking about the dead man under our bed we were like 'ok ok shut up!! dont talk about it anymore!' cuz like in australia we were in our hotel rooms and we wanted to shift our beds together... and so we decided to shift her bed... and i was like ' loraine, wat if we shift the bed and we find a dead man under the bed... and we both screamed and pushed the beds together and jumped onto the bed... after the whole thing we started laughing about it... which was in fact quite stupid... haha...i totally miss australia!! i am so so adicted to this song called 'currently unwritten' which is both sung and written by one of the local bands called Aphrodisiac... the song actually made it to the radio.... they were at the rock performance which my brother was the mc for... and the lead singer of the band, Andrew is so so so damn hot!! my gosh!! he also wrote this song called crystal clear...but unfortunately did'nt make it big... he is like so damn talented... like he is only 16 but he can play the violin,guitar,drums, piano and he can sing... he is from the overseas family school...hahaha...so hot!! anyway... i gotta go now... cuz i have my kayaking course tomorrow...its he lastday anyway... so ya... ta!!

2005-12-02T22:35:00.000-08:00

went to heartland mall to meet loraine for lunch...we bought so much junk to snack at my house... like chips, cotton candy, candy and loads more... than went to my house to watch the blair witch project... it was so damn freaking scary!! my gosh!! i was totally freekeed out!! than went to my mum's office to meet her than my dad came to pick us up... than went to sentosa cuz to watch my brother cuz he was an mc for some rock performance... and there were like tons and tons of hot people there!!! hahaha... not trying to be such a despo or anything but they were really hot!! hahaha... than went to shagri-la to have dinner.. i ate this curry thing and it was so so damn good!!hahaha... i gotta go call germs now... so.. ta!

2005-12-01T20:09:00.000-08:00

had kayaking today!! it was like so so fun!! like the coach is so so funny!! like he is cross eyed and we kept making fun of him.... i feel so mean!! hahaha... like vanessa and i were like tanning but stupid us forgot to put tanning oil or sunblock and we were like burnt and i looked like this tomato after that.. but it looked kinda nice cuz it looked like i had rosey cheeks... haha... we had kfc for lunch...it was ok... was'nt really that hungry... than after lunch we kayaked more than went home... it was like such a tiring day.... i know now is only 8.05 in the night... its so early but i think i am gonna sleep now... so bye for now!!

2005-11-30T22:39:00.000-08:00

i ate like ice cream for lunch today!! oh my gosh!! ice cream and bread!! i am so like gonna put on so much weight!! went for training.... but i left early... cuz i was going out... went out with gwen today... cuz i had these free tickets to go watch pride and prejudice... if thats spelt correctly... the show was kinda dragy but it was so romantic!! but the ending was kinda abrupt... and keira knightly is like so hot!! there were these two guys sitting at the back of us... and they were like practically talking througout the whole damn show.... so annoying!! the show ended at like 9.45 at night... than went to take to mrt home.... than when i reached serangoon i did'nt want to wait for the bus and it would be too dark to walk in so i took a cab... not that i was scared or anything... well maybe though... hahahahaha...and the cab driver was like asking me how old i am.. wat country i am from and all that... dont i look singaporean?? like wat the hell... an when i told him i was 14 he said i did'nt look it but i looked 17... like wat the hell... to please myself i took it as a compliment instead of an insult...hahaha... luckily my house was just a short distance... if not he would be asking me tons of questions more... thank god!!! anyway... i have the kayaking course thingy tomorrow... so i gotta sleep now... nights!!

2005-11-29T01:56:00.000-08:00

i am like so tired after today...went for work today...and like the damn shop was filled with people during lunch....a nd i was like so busy.... i am like gonna work for one day this week... cuz i have my kayaking course on thursday.... cant wait to get a tan then... i so hope it does'nt rain!! hmmm.... i am like so bored now... loraine's at camp... hahaha... she told me she hates it and cant wait to get out of it... hahaha... good for her...lol... i sound so mean... like she called me last night and told me all about it.. she said the food was so bad...hahahaha... but i am so happy that she made some friends... at least she is'nt alone... hahaha....ate japanese curry for dinner just now.... it was like so awful!! GOODNESS!!! the only thing i like about japanese food is the egg rice thingy... other than that its totally awful!! hahaha... gotta go take a shower now... see ya!! bye!!:)

2005-11-28T23:33:00.000-08:00

went to plaza sing to have lunch with germaine today... we had bk for lunch... than i bought these really gorgeous pair of earings... its like 3 for $10 kinda thing... and its so so gorgeous!! hahaha... LOVES IT!! had trainging later in the day... its was so damn slack... like i did'nt feel tired at all... than went for mass with germaine...and i was like hoping to see loraine during mass... cuz its like her first day at camp... i saw her when she went for communion and like wanted to say hi after mass.... but some stupid idiot blocked me and i did'nt see her and she did'nt see me... than she like called me at night and she was like i wanna go home!!! hahaha.... but she made some friends though... at least thats a plus point... hahaha... her camp sound so damn fun... but she does'nt think it at all... that woman!! anyway... i gotta go working tomorrow so i gotta sleep early... nights!!

2005-11-26T00:42:00.000-08:00

had a "little" quarrell with one of my friends.... i wont say who though... like my other friend who is also knda part of it thinks the same way i do... its really is'n our fault!! seriously!! dont hate us for telling you how we feel!! it really is'nt our fault!! dont ignore us my friend!! anyway.. back to my kinda stable life... today was ok... went to church this morning for 8:30 mass... juliet read today... hahaha... only some will know what i mean... germaine and i kept laughing during mass...like it was so funny!! lol.. than went to paragon to have lunch... we had chinese... the food was good... than did some shopping and i bought this really gorgeous tube dress!!! LOVES IT!!! than went to st joseph's home to visit my aunt... the home looks like a huge bungalow from the outside... hahaha... we then headed home, napped a little than went for dinner... loraine's going for her confirmation camp tomorrow... i feel so sorry for her...like she does'nt even know anyone... and she thinks that camp is'nteven the word to call it... boot camp may sound a little better... lol... my sec 2 camp was no better... i guess it was better for me cuz at least i still have my friends... well wish her luck!! hahaha... i gotta go now anyway... bye!:)

2005-11-25T11:50:00.000-08:00

woke up pretty late today... at like 11.30... germaine and i was supposed to go to plaza sing for lunch but went to heartland instead cuz she was too hungry... went to pizza hut for lunch...we spent like an hour and a half eating...cuz germaine now wears braces and eats so freaking slowly...then went to town to meet my mum... than went to coca to have lunch with my dad... food was really good... hahaha... i really did'nt expect the holidays to my this boring... like there is nothing to do... only shopping... nothing is fun here in singapore... *sigh* boring place with boring people too.... goodness!! gotta go turn in right now... dunno why but i am really tired...

2005-11-24T01:50:00.000-08:00

today was one hectic day!! work was just so freaking tiring.... all the lame customers... asking me about the price about the price of the clothes when the price tag is there... how lame can they be?! goodness! my cousins Ian, Evan and Jordan was at the shop today... Jordan was so damn naughty today... making a big fuss about his food and running all over the shop... my aunt gave him his medicine and he went to sleep... thank god!! than my mum came to the shop and waited for my dad and brother to come... than we brought ny cousins out to eat... we went to soup restaurant to eat.... than after that sent my cousins home..... than came home... i gotta go sleep now!! so freaking tired!! bye!:)

2005-11-23T22:40:00.000-08:00

woke up at like 9.30 today... i felt like going back to bed but could'nt sleep... i was supposed to meet germaine for lunch today... but it looked like it was going to rain so we did'nt go.... today was another one of those boring days... i did'nt do much...i made cocktail jelly though!! hahaha... either than that i practically watched TV all day long... than went to junction 8 to meet my mum for dinner.... going to work tomorrow and i have to wake up early again!!! at like 8 in the morning... *sigh* i gotta go have a shower now.... see ya!!

2005-11-22T21:36:00.000-08:00

went to work today.... felt so damn tired when i came home... all the new stock came i and had to tag all the stuff... it was fun anyway...well.... the blog ain'nt new anyway... i just changed my blogskn and all the stuff just disappeared... like wat the hell... so miss germaine heng got it all back for me... hail queen germaine!! hahaha...i don actually blog... like i think i just blog cuz of the blog skins.... its so damn gorgeous!! gotta go now... really tired... bye!:)

2005-11-21T02:05:00.000-08:00

by Jesse McCartney
[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
[Verse #1]
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithfu
lI want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
[Chorus]
Your beautiful soul, yeah
[Verse #2]
You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mindIf you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try
[Chorus]
[Break]
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just want to know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
[Chorus 2x]
Your beautiful soul, yeah...